A Theory To Share

Fate is like a rape,
you cant resist it,
so learn to enjoy it.
Work is like gangbanging,
you don want it,
other take it.
Life is like masturbation,
Everything depends on ur both hands.

Dear frens and readers, opinion?

XoXo
lace guo tou hui write ah~heheh

Adopted From Jay Jay Blog

+lace explanation(HehE) interesting post
Get & Lose

Recently been thought of things which are not supposed to bother with..
( U shudn't as u have chosen ur path)

I choose to be expat just because to get more pay at the same time i lose sudden thing and fun in my life.
(Like Jasmine said choose something give up something)

I was enjoyed my life in Miri, play dota with my friends.. yamcha.. on and off to Kuching find my nephews..
(No more again such life for u dude)

But now.. not anymore...
(Sigh)

Everyday just work and sleep..
(Poor thing)

The one day off becomes very important to me and really have to full use my off day.
(Thinked is the most common thing for those who starts to work)
Emptyness and loneliness by my side again..
(May god Comfort u) Lols

Sometimes really hope i got a girl friend can accompany me which i really into her.
(hmmph sounds hard ler hehe Get a phil gal la~! haha)

Too bad.. things never go to me..
(Pray hard)

I don't feel right now..
(Tiam AH)

I know when i got up tomorrow i will feel right again.
(Yeah for sure u will feel alright the next day)

Life...
Life Sucks all da time.
(=
(Sigh Y life?)

Time right now is 2.35am..

McDonald time!

We have 2 times special order in a week..

McD, KFC and so on..actually we just took our supper just now..
(Enjoy ur nabei supper.com)

I just can say the company best bestnya~
(Hope u earn many money from SBO)

26/3/2009

Woke up at 0615pm GMT+7, went into the bathroom, washed up getting everything done for work today. Came out at 0650pm GMT+7, getting changed, a flip at the pile of washed clothes, Guessed wat ive accidently found?

A pile of levis jeans totalling rm4k.
Total compounded by another 4 housemate of mine.
HeHe.

23/03/2009

Off Day
Sleep, Wake up , Wash up, Go town, Cut hair, Wash Face, Massage.
Enjoy~!
Cheers~

XoXo,
lace is having off day today~

Little Theory Of Life Learned

Standing at the crossroads of decision making in life,
Vision of the future is blurr,
A decision made according to own viewable vision,
Earned something, Gave up something,
Never win win situation in life.

Just a phylosophy of mine,
dear readers dun shoot me ok?
Read suang jiu ok liaw.
HaHA

XoXo
lace blogging half way of work~Lols

lace recent life

This is the 6th month working. Wanna kno hows my life? Come let me briefly tell u guy. This is how it goes:

8 hours work+ 8 hours entertainment+ 8 hours sleep=1 day
6 days work+1 day off=1 week
4 days off+24 days working=1 month
12 month working=1 year

This is my lifestyle nw.
Can say its normal.
Can say its routine.
Can say its boring.
Depends on from where ur prespective is.
Life issit just like that? No more excitement?
Where is my life excitement
Pls come to me~

XoXo
lace blogging bout working life~

Any Life Excitement?

Can any1 give me some suggestion on life excitement?
Finding it hard to find a life excitement that last long. Too Bad.
Every bits of exciment come to me but doesnt last long. Life is so boring.
Any more life excitement for me ?
Pls come to me pls~Long lasting excitement of my life~

XoXo
lace figuring where is his life excitement!

15/03/09

wow! Time Passes so fast. Day by day, week by week, month by month its we are in march the 3rd month of the year. Felt a bit emo today when i saw wah wah de blog de easy come easy go. Haha random chin~ This is human life rite. Earth still turns,life still go on. Happy or not still need to move forward. Well..Thats all for the emo part. But although is like tat i still miss those times in sch hehe. Think back~the time when the times where all college mate together really guo tou de suang~Haiz time past so fast this is the 1st month beeing 22 sudenly feel old liaw omg~like this how oh~

XoXo
lace bloggin half way work in office~heheh

13/03/09

Randomly read through this material talking bout horoscope send by a fren to me. To an extend i feel its damn chun about me and nw im gonna post it up and share wth u guys. But how sad the material is in chinese. So for those who dont read chinese. Im sorry. For those who read chinese, Pls do Enjoy. So here is how it goes:

水瓶座
到过花瓶的样子吗？口很小，想伸进去很难，但如果你能进入瓶子里，你真的会看到一个广阔无比的空间。瓶子们就是这样的。<---Metaphoring aquarius to a Vase?

当他们觉得你是真的真的爱他们，和你在一起真的真的安全时，他们会开始回馈的。他们回馈的时候你会惊奇到不敢相信，因为他们一旦爱一个人真的是无微不至。不过他们也很容易厌倦的呀，瓶子们有一颗猫一样的心，你要永远对他们有吸引力才好。不然他们很难不偷猩的。男瓶尤其如此，他们有的时候真的是做了对不起你的事也丝毫没有愧疚。有时候他们会无理的想只要我心里真正爱的是你不会离开你就是真的爱你。他们的自由有时就是放纵的借口。<---this statement really points to me. Like jasmine always say me easy getting bored of something. Oh Jasmine ure really geng~ U little Phsycic

但瓶子们也有弱点的，当他做伤害你的事的时候，你要懂得让他换位思考，甚至直接用他对你的方式隔天对他试试。他就会渐渐明白对你的伤害是怎样的了。他爱你他就会逐渐的懂得在乎你的感受。<---Weakness of aquarius but this is not me.

瓶子们轻易不说我爱你这三个字的，这三个字在他眼里太神圣，更重要的原因是他们觉得说了这三个字在爱情中仿佛主动权就失去了。他们太怕失去爱情中的主动权。但你却不能不对他们说，很没有道理，但没办法的。如果一个瓶子对你说了太多的我爱你，反而证明他内心深处对你没感觉只是玩玩而已了。<---im the opposite way,when in love i always say i love u .

爱上瓶子是一件很苦的事，所以爱瓶子的人不要问为什么该怎样，你只要在内心深处问问你自己能不能承受就好了。如果你觉得值得就去接着付出，如果你觉得不值得就勇敢的放弃。除非他转身，不然再不要给瓶子们机会。当然如果一个瓶子转身过太多次又伤害过你太多次也就放手的好。不然他会从心里有些瞧不起你的。<---Gals out there who love aquarius watch out!!!

瓶子们若爱上对方，真的是占有欲好强的。他们轻易不表现出来，因为他怕他们过强的占有欲会泄露了他爱你不能没有你的底牌。不过如果他们开始限制你吃你的醋，那他一定是好爱好爱你的。<---dunno much bout this statement as im in the totally opposite way.

　瓶子们有时候真的很难真正相信他们的爱人。而且越是爱有时候越难相信。因为他们的谎言有时说的好多所以总觉得别人也是在欺骗。<---really not sure bout this statement.

千万不要轻易伤害了瓶子们的心，瓶子们对爱情很没有承受力的。你可能想象不到，当你刚刚气痛了你的瓶子或是和你的瓶子谈分手跳脚离开的同时，他们可能就会打电话给他们的红颜知己或是有暖味关系的朋友们，说一些过分的话做一些过分的事甚至当夜就会和他们发生什么……，瓶子们不是想背叛你，瓶子们只是好悲伤，找不到更合适的方式来发泄。好多被伤害过的瓶子都会生活得很烂很灰色，虽然过后可能会后悔厌恶自己到想死但他们就是习惯用这种颓迷的生活来掩饰自己深深的失落深深的痛。<---Once again another advise for those who loves aquarius.

当然，当你后悔之后回来找他的时候，他还会接受你，他不会告诉你曾经发生过什么而且会极力的去掩饰，如果他爱你。但通常好多事实已经无法改变了<-----see?aquarius always is the soft hearted ones.

你背叛了瓶子，瓶子们会痛到心裂成碎片，没有泪，即便有，也是流在了心里流到了别人永远看不到的背后。因为我说过的，虽然瓶子们忠诚度不敢苛同，但他们真的是在内心深处最最在乎的就是那两个字：忠诚。在你背叛了瓶子后有两种结果。一是瓶子们无声的接受，重新选择和你在一起，因为他们爱你，无法承受分手。但他们的信念死了，他们可能会不再相信你的话，他们会背着你有了另一个人，甚至另N个人，哪怕他们并不爱那些人，也可能会做一些不该做的事来谋求一些心理的平衡，然后再背叛你的同时找回那可怜的平衡同时痛不欲声。<----poor aquarius do stupid things.

另一种是，他们对爱的忠贞要求的太过唯美无法接受，瓶子们会用你认为最冷血的方式选择分手，可能是微笑的告诉你他们也从来未曾爱过你，你尽可以去和千百个人去睡；可能是毫不在乎的转身离去；可能是在分手后在你面前和无数个异性打情骂俏；可能是在最快的时间里接受另一个人重新开始并甜蜜的出现在每个人的面前……无论以上哪种，他们的心其实是在滴血的。前提是他们真的爱你。他们会在这些表象的背后独自买醉，在最短的时间里抽最多的烟，出卖自己的身体甚至灵魂。用最残忍的方式暗自伤害自己麻醉自己，也会去折磨这时爱他的下一个男孩和女孩。一个失去了信念的瓶子们的痛是无法想象的，他们只能真正用自己的方式慢慢的寻求某种出路。<----this is me!Hahaha

瓶子们喜欢一见钟情，但是他们更喜欢日久生情；瓶子们接受一夜性，但他们更渴望一生情；他们的弹性好大，善良几乎可以善良到佛的境界，卑劣也可以卑劣到遭万人唾弃。<---Totally right!i love love at first sight damn exciting!

瓶子们多数都很茫然。他们是真的不了解自己，不知道自己真正想什么要什么，虽然他们也许可以轻易看出别人的人性动机需求。瓶子们喜欢暗自观察身边的人，窥探到别人的内心深处，凭自己的直觉和洞察力去了解别人，他们的直觉往往也真的好强好强。<-----like what jasmine said

瓶子们最惨的就是碰到一个真的比自己还好自由还喜欢漂泊还花心的人，因为他们的好自由有的时候真的就是一种伪装，一种保护，一种检验你是否爱他的手段。一个真正只想爱你一个人只想忠贞于你一个人的瓶子就不会再要求什么自由了，他们想要的就是占有和共处。<----Hope i dun meet 1.

做瓶子们父母也往往好辛苦，瓶子们是孝顺的，我确定。但那种孝不是顺从。他们有太多自己的想法自己的原则，所以当这些和父母的想法发生冲突的时候他们会据理力争。哪怕没有冲突，仅仅是父母的唠叨他们也只是暗自记在心里嘴上说着罗嗦罗嗦。他们太过叛逆太过自我，但真的，他们深爱自己的父母，深深的知道没有任何一种感情可以超越这种血肉之情，所以他们无法容忍你批评他们的父母或和他们的父母争执，不管他们是如何争执，这种资格只有瓶子们自己有。<---Kelian my parent~But will pay all my gratitutes to them~!Love both of u always! Daddy Mummy~

11/03/2009

nth to blog about..normal routine working day. In healthy mode~ stay tune for more updates~
Tutzzz...
Oh Suddenly remember that in few more days jay jay ling jun jie is going to the phil to work~all the best for u dude~